1 day before the end of June and this first half of the year hasn't been a great one for me.
There're so many gazillion things i wanna say, but.. it's so hard to share 'cos when i reflect on everything that i've gone through, i'll end up crying.
I don't even know how to share with someone without crying even harder.

Ya, go.. go ahead & laugh at me for being a cry baby but you don't know what i've gone through lately and for the past couple of years. It's so easy to actually smile and laugh the troubles off when you're in front of people 'cos you don't want them to question you about what happened. I don't need sympathy, and i don't even want it!


Even if i've to wait till the cows come home to witness things change for the better & to prove those bloody people wrong, i will. But dang, .... ok, i'm just being stupid, ranting about stuff again.

I wanna be strong and i will stand strong.
I don't wanna cry as much anymore.
Elizabeth's the girl, Yasu is power.

What the heck, i've been so emo lately right! Dammit.
Life's good, damn shiok.




ps. Uncle, if you're reading this.. pls keep it to yourself. Loves.

Hungry, hungry, hungry, it's not funny.. in Elizabeth's world.

I've a Nuffnang advertisement!! Finally, after so long, after monkey donkey gorilla chimpanzee years! Woohooo, help to click click okay? Each time you click, i'll lurb eu deeper. HAHAHAHAHAHAH, you know i mean it. Gosh!

It's back to mugging now. And i'm hungry! O well..

Think i woke up from the wrong side of the bed this afternoon.

For brunch, i attempted to make my own sandwich with the remaining 2 eggs.
& i can't believe i can't even cook a hard boil egg. What the heck right?! Loser. LOL! I ended up throwing one of them away & had to make do with the other one left.
-.-"

And in the evening, i whipped up a plate of 'healthy snack'. I mixed cornflakes with an orange and apple. & when i was slicing the apple, i actually wondered what's gotten into me today, like seriously. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. But oh well, my snack tasted good okay! I mean.. how bad can cornflakes, orange and apple taste right? LOL!

Staying up till 6am didn't help finish my Investment revision! Roar! I've been saying i wanna complete it since a couple of days ago and i'm not even done with it. So upset with myself but no stress, no worries, i'm confident i'll be able to complete it by 6am... otherwise, i'd forget about watching Transformers 2.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!


& my blog's getting boring but i don't care mannnnnnnnn, it's how my current life is anyway, just mugging and burying myself with lecture notes and tutorials.

I LOVE STUDYING!

:D

No, i'm not lying. Really. REALLY!

The Singapore White Boy.



HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, i'm still very amazed by that caucasian. LOL! Hilarious.

R.I.P, Michael Jackson.

"It's very pathetic you know?!"

"Pathetic! Extremely Pathetic!"

It's hurtful enough to hear a normal friend say that to you, let alone hearing from someone close, someone you face everyday.

Everyone makes mistakes.
Why is it so difficult to try forgive him when you yourself tend to forget stuff as well?! You don't see him or me getting so upset with you guys when both of you forget something right?!

Sometimes the lousy choice of words that people use irks me.
Sometimes the adults think they rule the world.
Sometimes they think they're always right.

Look. Look at yourself.
You & i are the same. We're still humans.

ps. Fatfat ribena, i see your face on my desktop now and i miss having you around too and i lurb eu deep deep too, darl!

& vin, if you're reading this, thank you for the short HTHT (heart to heart talk) just now. I love u, girl!

Gonna see dee, darren & you on sunday again! Damn happy and excite okayyyyy! Hehehe!
:D



I'm only done with Banking Law revision this morning.
Been wanting to start on Investment since afternoon but i don't know where & how to start! Damn.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TTM.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TTM.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TTM.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TTM.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TTM.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TTM.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TTM.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TTM.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TTM.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TTM.

I LOVE INVESTMENT TO THE MAX MAN!

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

Alright, i'm gonna try finish Investment revision by 6am. Die die almost must try!
:(

& seems like everyone has caught Transformers 2 except for meeeeeeeeee. I guess i'll catch it only on thursday, after my last paper.
Not fair. No fun.

Then again, at least it's better than not watching it right!

Enough's enough.
Too much of it makes me sick. It's so hard to breathe.

Got no say.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOMMY AND DARREN WOO!

I love both of you to the max.

Before the clock strikes 12,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, MANFRED!

Hope last night's simple celebration made this year a tad different & special from your previous ones.
:)



ps. your vid's already on youtube, will up here soon. HAHA.

Oh.am.gee.

2 more weeks to mid-term exam & i've only read half of Banking Law Chapt 1 and have yet to start on the other 3 modules.
I'll be having a 2D1N camp tmr & helping out at Yiyi's wedding on Saturday.. so that leaves me with only a week to cramp everything into my brain.

I woke up pretty late today, managed to sit still to study only for about an hour or so before i found myself editing pics and blogging.
Gee, power la. Blog, blog, blog.. blog sommore, Yasu.

O-kay.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I'll continue with revision after dinner, i promise.

& my throat's killing me!
I'm having cough & a slight flu.
Spamming Vicks numbed my taste buds! Ergh.
:(((((((((((((
I need some other stuff to soothe my damn annoying thrrrrrrrrroat man.




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Miss you, girl!
Her unglamness cracks me up. HAHA.

Can't remember when i took this. HAHAHA, i know my blog's freakin' lag.



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A week or so ago, daddy brought us to Hanabi Jap Restaurant at Odeon Towers (near CHIJMES) for dinner with Uncle & his family.

ps. i'll let the pics do the talking.

























Sashimi. Eeeeee. HAHAHAHA.


Soft shell crab.


Yummayyyy! :DDD My cam rocks man. HAHAHAHAHA.




Unagi! Ryan & i looooooove it to the max.











Daddy trying out his 3rd camera. -.-" The 1st one's left to rot..




Aw, she's so cute! :)
& i just realised my camera auto-focused only on me. Didn't know my Canon Ixus had such intelligence. HAHAHAHA.










Luxiu & i were so full, we couldn't eat anymore even after the toilet break. So we took a few vids but YouTube seems to be taking forever, ever, ever to upload just 1 of them! Ergh, i'm not gonna blog them up here already lah! Roar.








Luxiu's expression's like eeeeeeee-kena-forced-to-kiss-you.


Crazy girl! HAHAHAHAHA. Love her to bits.




Dinner's on daddy.
The bill scared me a little but come to think of it, there were 8 of us altogether & the priceless bonding time made Daddy's monaaaaaaaaaaay worthwhile! Teeheeeheeee.
:D



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Got my hair cut on sunday 'cos i can't bring hair straightener for the 4-day church camp. HAHAHAHA.

Crazy. I know.


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Went for the camp and left on the 2nd afternoon to see my relatives off. Cabbed home since my ez-link card didn't have enough money for me to take a train from Sembawang to Khatib. LOL.
Thank God for Nets. HAHAHAHAHA.
(Luckily daddy drove me back to the campsite in the night.)

Reached home and saw Popo packing her stuff into her luggage. Hated the sight of her leaving.
:(




Ryan & our super-grandma!
:DD






Popo, i love you!!

I know you're never gonna read this but, thank you for all the times spent with me, the desserts that you've made and the few packets of jelly that you've bought with my favourite nata de coco in them. Yum, yum!

I know you wanted soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much to have a plate of fried beehoon before flying off but the stores selling it were already closed!
I felt so sad seeing you sad eating something else.
:((

But like i've promised you in the airport, i'll buy it for you the next time you come back & we'll eat it together okay?
I'll also sit beside you and hear you talk about everything you've been bottling up and there're so many stuff that you've been repeating for a billion times now, but i don't mind listening to them again for the billion-and-oneth time.
:)
As long as you're coming back soon, i promise i'll bring you out for breakfast, for a stroll and help you massage your shoulders again.

Come back fast okayyyyyy.
Maybe by the time you come back, you'll be able to stay in our new house! Yayyyyy! Let you sleep new comfy bed okay!!

Popo, continue to stand strong 'cos you're my no. 1 super-grandma! & oh, remember to wear the sweater i bought for you! (:
I LOVE YOU!
:DDD







Chong Lu Xiu!

Thanks for all the times you cracked me up & i definitely miss you staying over and crapping about everything under the moon. & hope my Little Miss Lucky shirt will fit you well till you come back the next time round to receive another one from me! (:
& no no, i'm not going over this year, not sure about next year tho'.. but i don't wanna go over. Why don't youuuu come back here! HAHAHAHA. I know you love it here more than down-under right!

& yes, i promise you we'll go take neoprints, like the ones Aubrey & i took, but i don't wanna go Wild Wild Wet okayyyyy!
:(
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I love you, girl! Muacks~
:D



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Invitation card to Yiyi's wedding on Saturday afternoon.


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I don't wanna eat dinner later man! 'Cos my taste buds are so numb, everything's so awefully tasteless! & my cough and flu are obviously ain't helping at all man.
:(

& yes, i've finally come to an end of today's post! Will post camp pics in the next or following post..


Ta-taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

When screamings & cryings fill the house, i'm very glad Ryan isn't home to hear them.

I'm so caught in the middle & get yelled at if i were to follow either of their instructions. Tell me what the heck must i do? Dammit.

Father, Father, Father, help us, send some guidance from above. 'Cos people got me, got me questioning,

"Where is the love?"

I'm sitting at the front of the auditorium in school waiting for time to pass while other student helpers are doing their jobs well, helping the secondary school students with the invesment games. And here i am, looking after the expensive prizes and luckily my phone allows me to serve the net or i'd be bored to death by now.
But my phone's only left with 2 batts! Dang.

I slept at 2.30pm ytd afternoon till 7am today. HAHAHAH. So that makes 16 hrs. Missed ytd's lunch & dinner. Think i look twice sexier & slimmer now. HAHAHA.

Camp was good, i think.
The thing is.. I kinda left camp with a heavy heart & feelin' inferior towards one or two comments made by one of the leaders. At times i feel proud of myself being able to hide my true feelings & laugh them off on the spot and not letting ppl around know i'm actually quite affected by them.


I hate comparisons, comparisons, comparisons & judgemental ppl.

Then again, these comments have been made by so many others the past few years.



I reckon i'm gonna be stronger..

There're so many things i wanna say but who can i turn to during times like this?



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I'm back home from camp for a while, waiting for daddy to come home to drive us to the airport to see Popo, Uncle & his family off.


Popo, i'll miss you.
I hope you love the sweater i bought for you. I'll continue to pray that your eyesight and legs will strengthen so that you can come back quick okay?
8'(
Popo, ngo woi hou gua ju lei.





Gotta go back to camp in the night.

LG. LG. LG.
Life's Good.

Caught only 2 hours of sleep and had super unbearable gastric pain the first thing in the morning.

Life took a leap when family quarrel aroused.

Life can't get any better, can it?


& omg, it's already thursday!
On a brighter note, i'm skipping the one and only lecture so that i've got a whole day to get both reports done.

I hear Jesse McCartney say, "No stress, no stress, no stress. Girl, you deserve nothing but the best."
HAHAHAHA.

& i haven't been practising guitar lately. Gee! Baby, hang on there. I'd be hugging & strumming & plucking you once i'm done with my stuff. HAHA.


Popo & relatives will be going back to Sydney on Tuesday, so that means i've to leave camp for a while to send them off.
:(

It feels like only yesterday when Popo just arrived.
I feel so guilty i haven't been talking to her for the past few days due to school assignments so i set aside a lil' time for her when i reached home after school.

Massaged her shoulders like how i used to while she told me about her life and stuff that she couldn't tell anyone about while she's in australia.
Reminds me of the good old days that we spent together back when i was still a child.

Gonna get her something this weekend before she goes back.



Will miss you a lot, popo.

• Burnt midnight oil for the past few days to clear school assignments
• And am still fighting to keep the oil burning
• But the work load becomes heavier!
• After clearing one, another one pops out
• Merciless
• Appearing offline on msn, no blogging, no facebooking, no youtubing didn't help a wee bit
• 2 reports due this friday
• But only 3/4 done with the first one which seems to be damn screwd up
• Group members share equal amount of work load and burden
• Everyone put in effort yet the report seems to go nowhere
• Haven't even started on my individual 1500-word report
• It's already Wednesday 12.35am
• Skipped Banking Law lecture for the umpteenth time yesterday
• I heard my alarm ring
• But i remembered switching it off & telling myself it's ok to sleep just 10 mins more
• But unknowingly slept for another 1hr 45mins
• Power to the max
• Was damn late for school today, grabbed only notes for Business Law lecture but not for the other 2 lectures
• Then go to school for what right?! Eeeeeeeediot. -.-"
• By the time i reached Dover station at 10.50am, the BLAW lecture just ended
• Dang!
• Had to personally look for lecturer to apologise for my absence
• Overwhelmed with guilt
• It's already Wednesday 12.39am now
• One and only lesson starts at 8am and ends at 10am
• That means i've gotto wake up at 5.30am but i'm still awake
• I don't wanna oversleep for that tutorial
• After tutorial spells reports, reports, reports, reports
• They say 'curiousity kills the cat'
• But i'd say 'stress kills people' (ok, that's a freakin' lousy one, elizabeth)
• & a very close friend of mine said, "Life's a bitch"

It's ok if only one is stressed up, but when everyone around you is equally stressed up.. you meet double, triple, blahblahblahblahblahblah hell.

But never mind. Just keep going and we'll see the rain-rain-rainbowwww soon, people!

Thank God it's the last week of school.

3 weeks holiday will be spent for camps and revision for the upcoming mid-sem exams which pop right after the break.

Munch those who always say Poly life's damn slack. Stoooooopid dumb dumb.
Go knock your head against the wall and i hope you get an enormous & painful ba-la-ku!

Back to life. Back to basics. Back to reports.

Life's damn exciting, i tell you.
Roar.